OSTENTATIOUS.

Monday, December 07, 2009

This ain't nothing but a summer jam.

Watching fringe always makes me subconsciously be damn self-absorbed with agent olivia dunham. The guys should stop being so superficial, find girls like olivia dunham instead, damn hot. She's like super smart, with a lot of willpower and determination and just the way she talks, stands, walks, looks at things, thinks. Her character is sometimes more captivating then the plot for that episode.

I'd totally go lesbian for someone like her. Lol.

For all the shows I'm currently following, dunham's the only one that really leaves an impression on the mind. No matter how physically hot all the other chicks are. Like penny from bbt, yeah she makes the plot interesting at parts. But her as a person is so blah.

#Digressing. (I'm sorry too, alright. But I wasn't trying to put you down. You know I only said the stuffs I said today cause I meant well. As calm as I might seem on the outside, there's usually a war going on inside my head a few hours before tests. So I can't always be the octopus trying to help everyone. I always panic for no reason. But I been trying to curb all the unnecessary anxiety. Erm. Just for the record, I'm impressed also by the fact that you came up and said it face-to-face. Thanks for putting aside your ego for me.)

Reaching home just nice around 10pm is not good. I always end up rushing to bathe so I can watch the 10pm show - whatever show it happens to be that day. Then by the time it's eleven I'm too lazy to eat, to sleepy to start studying. So all the okay-after-this-go-home-study-this-this-this talk is like, not followed through again.

Meh, supposed to continue from secsur's topic 2 tonight lah. Nevermind, sleep by midnight today, tmrw wake up damn early go to school chiong. Goodnight.

Even if the sky is falling down.
23:21

Sunday, December 06, 2009

You guys are awesome. ♥

Each and every single one of you. This is for the super-a-lot of hthts I've been having the past couple of days. For the genuine smiles and laughter. It's for all the good times. (:

And as anticlimax as this sentence might be, I decided to forego flashforward this week. Missing one episode won't kill me. Time to study. I love how super intact my study bubble is when I've the right song playing. All the best for term tests people.

Friday we go zirca, hahaha.

Even if the sky is falling down.
22:00

You make wanna surrender my soul.

(Today's earworm no 1: Blue's You make me wanna. Had this sudden epiphany when I heard the song and then I've been playing it on repeat since like what, 12 noon. Haha.)

I seriously need to say I super love www.thingsweforget.blogspot.com. Twf has been keeping me sane the past few months and on the right recovery track. In general, I find myself feeling a whole lot lighter than I've had in a real long time. Been clearing all the excess baggage I've been holding on for too long. Settling things I should've settled months ago. And starting to stop taking in anymore unnecessary baggage for future me to have a headache with.

Slowly, taking things one at a time. Starting to slowly stop keeping things to myself, to make known my thoughts. It helps. I'm thinking more clearly now. (:

In other news, it's fifteen minutes to 10pm. I shall watch flashforward then start studying secsur. Tmrw's term tests! (: Oh this entire blog post was inspired, chey, by the sudden epiphany - again - I had while locking the gate when I reached home. It just suddenly hit me, "Yep, I'm finally in control of things again. This is exactly how I should be feeling on the day before term tests."

Today's earworm no 2: Taufik's I dream. And because this line is so apt for what I just said earlier, here it is. "There's no defeat if all you keep is pride."

Even if the sky is falling down.
21:23

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni.

Bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jin.

Pa wo mei shen me neng gou gei ni.

Ai ni ye xu yao hen da de yong qi.

Lol, thanks to justin's kbox session outside clubroom just now, I've the first chorus line repeating in my head like mad. Lol. Cheeeena earworms not so bad, cause when I put the it on repeat on iTunes, I end up blocking the song from my mind. Cause cannot subconsciously understand and sing along, must focus a bit then can figure out the meaning. :/

I used to play the korean show theme songs in my playlist when I studied for introca. Lol. Introca + english songs = GG. I read the text a thousand times over also no use. Thank god for jm's awesome drawings. In the end still got C+ i think, haha.

Yesterday and today was productive. I like, (: Despite all the usual stupid moments with the guys, I managed to cover what I said I would. (Y) to not having to make notes for every single thing on every single topic on every single module.

Thanks fathin for offering to do up the atsys tips so I don't have to do it. Lain kali can write neatly even better, haha. Thanks paigey for secsur notes which haven't arrived yet! Haha. Tmrw come school can 'she bangs she bangs lalalalalala' to you, haha. Thanks ah wong liang jin for not writing up ghomgt when you said you would, grr.

And for the earworm, grr. Zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang niiiii~

Even if the sky is falling down.
23:56

The word was on the street, that the fire in your heart is out.

Good morning. (:

It's saturday. I like waking up naturally, alarm clocks are such a pain in the ass. I've been rotting online for an hour and a half already. But while the guys still have yet to reply my msn nudges, kicks and slaps, it's time to head over to schoooool. Before it gets too hot outside.

Nothing to say, things have been pretty good recently. Study sessions in school/airport/homes has been alright-ish productive. At least for the first time since forever, I'm feeling like I have everything under control again.

Shaker fries anybody? :D

Even if the sky is falling down.
11:19

Thursday, December 03, 2009

And we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers.

Boo to spending money on thursday cab fares, grr. Okay, time to study. (:

Even if the sky is falling down.
11:56